I'm a pretty Disgusting creature....

Well, the reason I gave the title of this post is because...well... I am. It's not like I'm prancing around the truth, making myself out to be this cute little princess. No, I am a dirty birdie. I knew I was quite messy, but tonight takes the cake. The only reason I am even writing this post rightnow is because I walked into my kitchen, saw how fucking gross it was, and decided....eff that.... I am not gonna start cleaning at 4AM. You see, the problem with this then becomes that the dishes pile up even more, and so does the trash.

 Here, we have a shit ton of dishes piled up...and some flowers because i started watering 'em, but didnt realize until afterwards that there were some little holes on the bottom of the flower pot.

and here....well... you can see a frickin clusterfuck of all KINDS of stuff going on..

and here we have---- trash. a big ass pile of trash. that is all.

Well....I know these pictures are pretty graphic. BUT, what may come as more surprising is that all of this stuff, is the collection of over about 3-4 days. yup. I know this looks so disgusting, but this is also the nastiest I have ever had my apartment, and I dont know why I let it get this way. If someone didnt know me, they might have seen this and though that maybe someone very close to me died, and that I was going through a depression, and was just letting everything fall to shit. But no, that's not the case. Anyone who meets me would know that I am a happy girl. Well, besides the fact that I gotta work for a shitty ass company. But other than that, I'm a happy person :) do not let the depressing pctures fool ya :)

I'm pretty confident that one day, when I finally move in with a guy OR get a roommate, I'll be clean again. Actually, I can be clean alone, but this week has consisted of me sleeping like 4 hours a day, and then coming home exhausted after work....after dealing with stupid shit.

Anyways, I wanna write more, especially about the whole ongoing crisis in Ukraine, but right now, it's 4am, and I just need to go to sleep. That way, I can wake up early tomorow to actually clean up this nasty mess I got going on in here. 

Until next time!!!! <3